Thursday, May 24, 2012

Hey, I miss you.

I'm not going to say who this post is about. Mostly because I'm not good at expressing my feelings, and I'm afraid of what this person might say. But, knowing this person, she's pretty smart. She'll probably figure out it's about her. And to that, I'm leaving the ball in your court, friend.
      I miss you. I miss us staying up till 5 in the morning talking about absolute nonsense. Crying on your shoulder. Last school year, we were so so close. But sometime between mid summer last year and this school year. We stopped hanging out like we did. We just drifted apart. I don't know whose fault it is. I don't know if it's because of the worst decision I've ever made in my life, because that' s what my mom thinks. She thinks that's when things changed? And is she right? Maybe. I don't blame you for worrying about me. You had every right to. I don't know what happened to my brain. But I do know that we talked about it and you said  you were just happy nothing bad happened.
     Or is it because  you just got sick of me? I don't know. I couldn't tell you what happened. But I do know that I miss our friendship so much. I miss hanging out at your house. I miss you coming to my family functions. You are truly one of the best friends I've ever had and I want that back. You made me realize it's okay to be weird, dorky person that I am. You're one of the bravest people that I've ever met. And I admire you so much for expressing yourself the way that you do. You're going to make all your dreams come true, I'm sure of  that.
Well, girlfrand, I love you. And just wanted to get that off my chest.
- Kimberlee.

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