Mama.

Today, while we were cleaning, we found a photo album with baby pictures of me when  i was only a few days old and in the hospital. And there's the sweetest picture of my parents looking at me.
 And we were talking about everything that happened. And i was trying to imagine, later when i have kids that something that awful happened to them and i could only hope i could handle it like my mom did. She's seriously one of the strongest people i know.
She lost William, she almost died, and i almost died, correction, did die in front of her, i turned blue before they amputated my leg, and they brought me back.
My mom has had so much crap happen to her. Things that she didn't deserve. And she goes crazy and goes off about things a lot. But she's a great mom and person. She's definitely the best mom anyone could ask for.
So, i don't know if she'll ever see this, but if you do, i love you mama. :) And sometimes i don't appreciate you enough.
At the moment me and my brother are watching the Vanderbilt Cincinnati game. And, i'd like to say, Go 'Dores!
Hearts and moms.
- Kimberlee.

Pumped.

So, i played Just Dance 3 at like 10:30, i'm suppose to be going to bed cause i have to clean all day tomorrow. But, i feel like i could do 50 jumping jacks and run around the house. lol And... that's not good. Like, i said i have to get up and put away the Christmas decorations, AND clean the house tomorrow. Because we're having the New Years party at my house. And that will involve my mom stressing out all day.
But, i'm pretty excited for the party because me and my little cousin are going to be working on learning how to play guitar together, and it's gonna be pretty fun.
I'm sure i'll take pics, cause i love that kid. :) She's pretty cool. And i'll get to see my baby cousin, Kalin. And she's just the cutest little chunker you've ever saw. :)
Hearts and dancing like a crazy person at 10:30.
If i don't post tomorrow, Happy New Years!
- Kimberlee. :)

A night in pictures.

Two weekends ago, i celebrated my friend Kaitlin's sweet 16, at Opryland Hotel and i love all the pictures from that night, so i decided to post a few. :)

                                                         You got it! That's what our waiter said to us at the Italian restaurant when we told him thank you. :)

                                                 This is my favorite of the night. :)

                                                                      :)

                                                               I look EXACTLY like my mom in this picture.

Hearts and twinkly lights.
- Kimberlee.

Crazy people, getting crazier.

So, in the past two days, my memay has called me about 10 times wanting help for some reason or another. My pawpaw is in the hospital, as i've said before, and we're slowly discovering that over the 30 some odd years that my grandparents have been married, my pawpaw has done everything for my memay.
And i do mean everything. I kid you not, she called my brother to get him to bag the trash. She was afraid she'd fall. Granted, she has gotten crippled, but she wouldn't be half as bad as she is if she'd exert herself a little bit.
  i'd like to put a disclaimer on this, my memay is an amazing woman, and i don't know what we would've done without her growing up, but she's crazy. And getting crazier by the second. I have no idea what she'll do if my pawpaw can't beat this cancer. She also called me tonight to see if Tony could come up there because a man was coming by to bring Pawpaw's feeding tube stuff, and she didn't wanna be alone when he got there. I wanted to say, Memay, the man's working, why would he do anything to you? I'm pretty sure that nothing would happen.
  I have made this promise with myself since i've grown up a little, i'm going to be independent, and i'm not gonna be scared for some guy to drop off something at my house, just cause i'm alone and i'm a woman. And i'm also never going to let myself get out of shape. I'm in the process of getting myself back in shape. And i'm not going to get back out of it. It's really hard to workout sometimes with my disability(I really hate saying that) But, i'm going to slowly work myself harder, because i want to be able to do everything anyone else can. At least, as much as i possibly can. I'm not going to be 62, and not be able to walk around in Dollar General like my memay, or 50 and be in a power chair, like my nana. It's not that they're lazy, it's that, they just didn't know what to do. I think they've become lazy over the years of not doing anything because bad things happened to them.
But, I'm not going to be that way. bad things happen to people everyday, Lord knows bad things have happened to me, but i'm not going to let anything or anyone keep me down for very long. Life is just too short.
This post hasn't really turned into what i was starting it out to be, but they rarely ever do.
Hearts and not giving up.
- Kimberlee.

Merry Christmas :)

I thought i'd post a short blog and talk about my Christmas. :)
I'm very spoiled by my family, and i'm not going to be bored anymore for AWHILE. :)
I got a Kindle,Skyward Sword, Just Dance 3, Zumba, seasons 1 &2 of Vampire Diaries, and a guitar. :) Btw, this is from ALL of my family, not just parents, or grandparents. lots of people. lol
I also got like 200 dollars, and small things.
What'd you get for christmas? :)
Our tradition, is that every year we go to granny green's for lunch, and memay's for dinner. This year, in between, we had to visit my Pawpaw in the hospital. He's really sick because of the way he's reacting to the radiation. It's making him cough up flim, and he just coughs, and can't eat, because it makes the mucus choke him every time he tries to eat or drink. They're going to have to put a temporary feeding tube in.
He's getting better though, so it's been a little weird with him not being there for everything, but him getting better is all that matters.
On Christmas morning, we get up and open presents from our parents, and then go to Nana's in pjs and eat breakfast together all 32 of us. :) It's wonderfully chaotic with the little kids running around freaking out over what Santa brought them. :) And the food is ALWAYS delicious. :)
And, i'm about to go back to Nana's and eat with everyone, again, for dinner. :) So, after a day of reading and playing Wii, i'm going to go get stuffed and go to my dad's.
Hearts and Christmas.
- Kimberlee. :)

You don't go to church?

I get asked that question all the time. And the answer is always, no not very often. Because at my church, we have this old preacher who can't remember anyone's names, and i honestly never get anything out of his sermons. So, i don't see the point in going to church if i don't get anything out of it. There's no youth group, and our church isn't even big enough to do much to help other people, which is what church is suppose to be all about, right? And coming together to worship God.
But i do worship Him, everyday. So, until i find a good church, i'm going to continue to do that. I don't think that by me not going to church i'm going to go to hell. I don't think anyone that doesn't go to church, and is still a good person, is going to hell. I think that a lot of Christians think that God is a lot more harsh than He actually is. I mean, He has an awful lot to do, do you honestly thing he's going to send you down with the Devil cause you didn't go to church that often, and had sex before you were married? No.
I get a lot more out of listening to Christian music, and just reading the Bible occasionally than i do by going to my church. So, no, i don't go to church that often, but i'm still a Christian, just not a crazy, cramming it down your throat one.
Hearts and Not going to churches that you don't learn anything
- Kimberlee.

Don't settle.

Today, while i was cleaning my room, Stupid Boy by Keith Urban came on. And the gist of that song is that a boy made a really smart girl not believe in herself because he tore her down all the time.
I think that a lot of teenagers do that, girls and boys. It's worse with girls though, they start out being charming and sweet, and then they start being mean, and we just assume it's our fault because that's how we are.
But really, it's their fault, they're the one being a dick. No one should ever be treated badly. If someone treats you like crap, no matter how you love them, or think you do. Leave. They don't deserve you. Everyone deserve there's prince charming, granted they're very few and far between, you just have to wait. Chances are, you're not going to meet who you're supposed to be with in high school.
It's happened before, but i only know two couples that have stayed together since high school. And yeah, breaking up is always gonna suck, but you have to do what's good for you. Stringing yourself along like that is terrible. If someone doesn't treat you like you're the best thing that's ever happened to them, then leave them. No one deserves to be treated anything less than the best, cause one day you'll find that guy or girl that looks at you like you're the stars.
So the next time you're in a relationship, or if you are right now, and they're treating  you crappy, and  you're starting to believe them, don't! You're beautiful, and amazing, and you'll find the right person for you eventually. :)
Hearts and being beautiful.
- Kimberlee.

Blessed

This weekend, I had so much.
I celebrated Christmas with four of my best friends, and Kaitlin's birthday with her and Danielle. And it was seriously so much freaking fun. And it made me realize how blessed i was when i heard the horrible news that a boy in my class's little brother and grandmother had died. By being hit by a train.
When i heard who it was, i was so sad. And when i saw their car on the news, I was with Kaitlin, her parents, and Danielle, and i cried.
There were sometimes this weekend, when i was having so much fun, that i stopped and thought, why do i get to have this? I'm at Opryland Hotel eating something so delicious, and laughing, when Jim Bob is at home with no little brother, and no grandmother now. It's so sad. And i felt bad, because my life was fine and i just continued to live it, but if anything it made me want to live even more, because i couldn't imagine what would happen if i lost someone.
I've never lost anyone before. And i could lose my Pawpaw, he has cancer, and he's been sick this last week. I think he can beat it though, he's so strong.
So, you should live your life to the fullest because you'll never know when it's going to be taken away from you.
Hearts and being blessed.
- Kimberlee

Family, the good, the bad, the ugly.

I should really be in bed right now, it's 10:30 and i need to look nice tomorrow.
But, i know even if i was trying to sleep right now, i wouldn't be, i'd be tossing and turning about this.
My family, is being broken up into pieces right now. And, i know my family is weird, and not like any other families. I love my family so much, they're amazing, and they're always here. They're just crazy, but i know that even if they don't agree with what i'm doing with my life, or whatever, they'll still support me no matter what.We're close, and sometimes being close is really really hard. Like, right now, one of my uncles has gone crazy because his doctor has him on the wrong nerve medication. And he's taken his sons away from their only grandmother.
It's tearing her up, her husband is going through throat cancer treatments. We could lose him, and that's another thing that terrifies me. But, the doctors haven't said anything about him dying. So that's a good thing, but if we do lose him, it'll be like when my great grandparents died all over again. My Pawpaw is seriously the strongest man I know. He's the only man, besides my step dad, and brother, that has never let me down.
And if we lost him, I just don't know what would happen. My brother would have a nervous breakdown, so would my little cousin Wesley, and most of all, My Memay. I have no clue what she'd do without him.
Anyways, though. Back to what i started this about. My uncle, is just being so mean. And, he's said so many lies about my memay, and my mom, that i really don't care to talk to him again. I've never been close with him in the first place.
My other uncle has always been my favorite.
I just wish he'd stop hurting the people i love and care about, because it's tearing me up, because of that.
Prayers would be greatly appreciated for my family right now!

Why ya gotta be so mean?

Today, i witnessed something really really sad, that i've never seen before. I've never seen people be so mean, with someone sitting literally right there.
There's this guy at my school who is openly gay, and i think he's pretty brave. I live in a very small town, with pretty closed minded people. Not all, it's gotten a lot better than it used to be. But he was sitting all by himself in the theater, and they had skipped a seat because they didn't want to sit near him. But they had one more friend that wanted to sit there, and they were arguing that they didn't want to sit there. And it was sooo sad! I wanted to tell him that it was okay, and that he could come sit with me and my friend Kaitlin. But we didn't have anymore room in our row, either.
And i wanted to tell those idiot bitches behind us, do you realize how you could be affecting this guys life? That just last week, a kid in Cheatham county killed himself because he was bullied, because he's gay.
And the girls behind us said about let's call her Alice, "She probably wouldn't hang out with us if she wasn't on the team, she hang out with Jim Bob and the weird kids."
I knew exactly who they were talking about, and those people had been in my theater class second semester last year, and, yeah, they were strange, but who isn't? They were really nice people!
I try to be nice to everyone that is nice to me, or has never given me a reason to believe that they're rude or mean. And if everyone did that, people wouldn't be bullied.
So, if you're reading this, i hope you think a little more the next time you say something to someone, that it could impact them way more than you think.
Hearts and Being Nice.
- Kimberlee.

Life goes on, no matter what.

Tonight, was the football banquet, i went with my family. I was so excited to finally be going to a football banquet. But when i got there, i didn't want to be there. I didn't want to see my brother crying, reliving losing football all over again. And every time i think about it, i can't believe that technically, tony has five months left of getting to be a kid, with no consequences and not worrying about money, and worrying about what the hell he's gonna do with his life.
We've actually gotten closer these last few months, and it makes me so sad that we just now got close and he'll be leaving soon, but honestly, i think he'll live at home for awhile and commute, which is perfectly okay with me.
But, eventually, he'll move out. And i won't have anyone to vent to about how stupid our teachers are, and that lunch sucked today because of this.
I just can't believe that they're growing up, which means, I am too. It seems like yesterday, me and Kaitlin were in seventh grade, talking about how crazy and sad it would be when Tony and Brittney were seniors and we'd be  sophmores! We thought that was so insane. And now, i'm here typing this, A month and six days from turning 16. Don't get me wrong, i can't wait to get my license and drive and everything, but i think it's crazy that i am. It doesn't seem like i should be 16 already. I feel like the older i get, the faster time goes by. And that makes me so sad. I want to live in this moment, this, i'm almost sixteen, my brother's still here, moment. God.. . now i'm crying. lol
Speaking of crying Coach Stacey resigned from being head coach tonight, and he broke down crying, one of his first years coaching, Chad Franklin died on our field. When you walk in our school, his jersey is framed there. My Pawpaw gave him mouth to mouth while the ambulance was on it's way.
Coach Stacey thanked my pawpaw tonight, and, i about cried. In case you didn't know, my pawpaw has cancer, although he's doing okay with the treatments, he's only gotten sick like twice. Which is really good, i think he's going to beat this.
So, i'm gonna leave with this tonight, be cliche and do everything you can that's high school, because we won't get it back in two and half years, we'll be wishing we did all those things that we sat at home instead of doing.
Hearts and memory lane.
- Kimberlee.

EOC, & Shopping.

Hey guys!
Today, we had to take the EOC, End of Course for biology. It was a really stupid state test that is worth 25% of  our entire grade, i'm really scared i did bad on it. Wanna know why? Because I studied for like three days with the practice test they gave us, and literally NOTHING was the same on the real test. So i might as well have not studied a single bit, i probably would've made the same thing. It didn't help that my teacher sucks really bad.

I left school early cause i had to go get fitted for the new top to my leg. :) My memay came to get me and we went shopping and Ross, Marshall's and Khol's, i got the rest of my Christmas shopping done, i hope all my friends like what i got them :) I know Brittney, Sara, and Dylan will for sure like what i got them, cause it's stuff that's completely them. :)

Also, yesterday on pandora i found a new Christian band, the Afters, and i really like them :)
Hearts and bands found on pandora.
- Kimberlee.

Workout.

I was doing my research paper for PE, yes a research paper for PE is the most stupid thing ever. But, i did mine over Bethany Hamilton.
If  you don't know who she is, then you're really missing out on being touched by her amazing story. She's a pro surfer and she lost her arm to a shark attack when she was 13. She was back in the water a month later and she's still a pro surfer today. There was a movie about her, based on her book: Soul Surfer. :)
And, she has inspired me a lot. Her along with the guy i met after i saw the movie Dolphin Tale, have made me become more comfortable with my disability. I really hate calling it that, i hate that i can't do things that everyone else can. But the bottom line is i just can't do it sometimes. I've come to terms with that a lot more here lately than i used to.
Tomorrow, I'm going to start working out again, my leg has been hurting me a lot lately, and i'm hoping if i slowly start building up its strength again, it won't hurt as bad. Plus, i'm entirely out of shape, and unhealthy. I barely eat anything good for me. I'm really good at drinking at least three bottles of water a day though.
I worked out like last spring and i felt soo much better, i'm really hoping to get back to that. Working out is a great stress reliever too. :)
If you feel better physically it makes you feel better about yourself mentally too. Like, i don't know, if i actually stick to working out this time, i'll be really proud of myself. lol

Oh, and today, i went shopping with my mom. I got a dress for the banquet, my bday party, and Kaitlin's. :) AND I ALSO FOUND SHORT BLACK BOOTS!!! And the heel wasn't too big! Me finding shoes i can wear is always a big deal. haha i have a love hate relationship with shoes. It's really difficult to find shoes to fit both of my feet. I had a really good day today. :)
Hearts and working out.
- Kimberlee. :)

Ruts

Lately, I've been in a rut, where I just go to school, sit at home, or do stuff with family.
And tonight, I've been so bored, that I've basically just sat on the computer or watched TV because I couldn't focus enough to read.
I need a social life. I can't wait to drive, it will make that so much easier.
On the upside, Kaitlin's birthday party will be really fun two weeks from now, and my friends and I are supposed to be having a Christmas party at some point, or at least we've talked about having one.
And i'm going to the football banquet next weekend, I wish I had a date, I wish I wasn't going to be sitting with my dad. I wish I could sit with my brother, my best friend, and them, but my brother wouldn't like that, and honestly I think I'd feel even more like a loser just tagging along with them.
If i had been a manager it wouldn't be so bad, because then I would've been invited anyway. But whatever, I'm going to be there for my brother, date or not.
I don't know why I feel so blahh about everything tonight, it's really annoying and I hate feeling like this. I'm in desperate need of BFF day.
I also only have two more people to buy gifts for and I'll be done Christmas shopping. :)
Hearts and lack of social lives.
- Kimberlee.

Fairy tales.

So, last night I was watching Pretty Woman. And I wish the world was like a fairy tale, too.
The whole, hookers with hearts of gold, boys knocking on your window after a fight, because they were so stupid.
Gah, I'm a completely hopeless romantic. And I want a guy like that! One that would rather cuddle, than try to get in my pants every two seconds. One that loves animals, and his family.
And i want to be kissed in the rain gosh dangit! Quite frankly, i'd like to be kissed at all. Cause right now, I have zero guys in mind. All the ones I've met, or liked, have turned out to be a whore, stupid, or just a bad decision on my part.
So, that's one thing I can't wait for, is for a cute guy to kiss me. That'd be nice.
Hearts and romance movies!
- Kimberlee.

Turkey day!

I'm going to be cliche and post a short blog of what i'm thankful for this thanksgiving. :)
I'm very blessed to have amazing friends and family who support me through everything, and lotss of food to eat!
Also, i'm thankful for all the material things i'm able to have, that i don't even really need, but that i'm blessed to have. :)
What are you thankful for? :)
Happy thanksgiving! Let yourself gain 5 pounds, because it's thanksgiving. :)
Decorating for Christmas tomorrow!!! Yayyyy. :) I'll probably post pictures and everything tomorrow. :)
- Kimberlee. :)

Breaking Dawn :)

Warning: There will be fan girl gushing in the following blog, if you don't want to read it, don't!


So, today I had a girls day. :) With my Memay, Nana, cousins, Austin, Angel, Mindy, Mary Ann, and Austin's friend Ally. :)
It was sooo fun! We ate at Genghis Grill before, and then saw Breaking Dawn:Part 1 at 3:30. It was beyond what i expected! The honeymoon was great, so was the wedding. It made me want a boyfriend sooo bad.
There was this one part with the wolves that they did, and it was awesome. :)
The birthing scene, was crazyy. I thought my cousin, who is pregnant was going to get sick. lol
And, Taylor Lautner having a break down when he though Bella was dead, almost made me cry. He was pitiful. lol I just love him, his face when he's hugging her is adorable.
And, I have to admit, Rob Pattinson looked adorable during certain parts, too. Like, during the honey moon when she came out in lingerie, he looked cute, well basically anytime they were being all lovey dovey.
After the movie, i went to Kroger with Mindy and Nana and i got a breaking dawn magazine, and i have a new Kellan Lutz poster, he's single, and wants a relationship, he should come to TN i would love him forever and ever. lol
Well, I think I'm going to watch Gone with the Wind, and hang up my new Kellan Lutz poster.
Hearts and hot boys.
- Kimberlee. :)

Karma, will get you.

I'm veryy stressed out as i'm writing this. I'm having a lot of family drama that i'm not going to get into, but it just makes me so sad that certain members of my family don't see how good we have it as far as family goes.
And, i can't wait to watch Karma come back and bite them in ass. (excuse my language, but this is my blog. :)
Cause, it will. You just don't get away with treating people like that. Especially people that have only been there for you and been good to you.
Onnn the bright side, i'm getting a new lil cousin sometime around June 25th! My cousin, Mindy is pregnant, again. :) Let's all keep them in our prayers, she lost her first baby. :(
Hearts and Karma.
- Kimberlee.

My boys of fall, you did amazing.

For those of you that don't know. My school's football team, along with my brothers loaded up and went allll the way to Riverside, which is on the other side of the Tennessee River.
Two and a half hours later, we were pumped up and ready to go.
The game started off pretty crappy, the reffs didn't call a THING all night long. They were roughing our quarter back so bad that he got hurt, AND the other team was CHEERING when he did, yeah, real classy right?
They scored, and so did we in the second quarter.
The third quarter was mostly just a bunch of flags being thrown, and me losing my voice. We got the field goal towards the middle of the fourth quarter, and we were winning, and our crowd was doing awesome with cheering.
With 50 seconds left in the game, they scored. And, at that point, when we still could've won, come a beautiful play, we didn't. We gave up, and i'll admit it, as soon as they scored, I did too.
I started crying once i looked at Zach's little sister Steavie who hugged me and said, "I wanted to go to a football game friday night instead of a stupid dance!!" It'll be her first dance, btw.
Brittney came up and we hugged, and kept on crying. I had stopped, but when I saw my brother hugging the quarter back, and i could tell they were both crying i lost it.
And every time my brother hugged someone else like that, i cried even more.
I gave them  all a hug, all my 'brothers' anyway. There is nothing like being hugged by a sweaty boy after a football game, gross, to you maybe, but to me it's priceless. And, unless i get a boyfriend that plays, i won't ever get to again.
When i hugged my brother i said "Good game bubba, I love you."
and he said, "I love you too." But his voice cracked because he was crying so hard.
And if any of you read this and think, "That's stupid, why would you cry over losing a game, it's just a game."
It was just a game, i guess. But it was their last one, that's it. For six years, every friday night during football season, i have watched all those boy's sweat, blood and tears.
Also, if we had won, it would've broken a school record, it was a huge deal to them. And it should've been.
Boys, you left your hearts out on that field tonight, I'm so proud to be a Rocket, and I love you all.<3
Happiness and football.
- Kimberlee.
"Well it's turn and face the Stars and Stripes,It's fighting back them butterflies,It's call it in the air, alright yes sir we want the ball,And it's knocking heads and talking trash,It's slinging mud and dirt and grass,It's I got your number, I got your back when your back's against the wall,You mess with one man you got us all,The boys of fall."

Fan girlness, and writing.

As I'm writing this I'm watching the CMAs, and being a total fan girl. I'm totally okay with the fact that I'm a stereotypical teenage girl when it comes to stuff like that. lol 

Taylor Swift performed Ours, and i LOVE that song. It's amazing. Kellan Lutz presented an award, and the Breaking Dawn commercial has came on a couple times. lol Which, i'm going to see next saturday, and I'm super excited about that, too. 

I took a break from writing today, I'm pretty behind. But, that's okay. I plan on catching up this weekend. I need to be inspired to write, and if I'm not, i'll just write sucky stuff, which will be good for no one. lol 

I get to sleep an extra hour tomorrow because I'm going to the leg guy, so yay for that!

Hearts and country music. :)

-  Kimberlee.

Catch up!

Okay, so i have so much to blog about!
First thing is first, i only have 7,262 words in my novel for NaNo. I'm determined to catch up though! and I WILLL!
I started out the day with 5,000 and something i've written a lot today. So, i'm hoping to catch up tonight, and tomorrow.
Also, Friday night, we WON!! And it was awesome. 35-0!
I can't even begin to talk about how much I love football, and our team, this year.
I hope we win next week and beat a school record. Everyone in this town thought that they'd win two games this year. And guess what, 7-3 regular season and second round of the playoffs? Yeah, we suck sooo bad.
I just love to rub it in people's faces.
Well, i'm going to get back to writing!
Happy novel writing!
- Kimberlee

NaNoWriMo!

It's only a day away from November! Do you know what that means?!

NaNoWriMo! It's where you write a 50,000 word novel in a month, for those of you that don't know.

And I'm sooo excited. I have my story all planned out, and I'M GOING TO FINISH! 

I have never finished one of my stories before, because i get stuck and lose interest. So, i'm hoping with having a plan, it won't do that. :) 

The name of it is Crashing. :) 

i'll keep you updated, and maybe post excerpts. :) 

sorry for such a short post!

- Kimberlee.

Never Grow Up.

Sara's blog post really got me thinking. Time goes by wayyy too fast. 

It seems like yesterday I was getting ready for a football game at Memay's with Brittney, with her talking about how she thinks her and Zach might date their freshman year. 

It's crazyy. I'm a sophmore and i'm about to drive. My brother and basically my sister, and five other brothers are graduating in May. 

Everything I've ever known is in this town. I've only moved down the road, once. I'm terrified for it all to end. To not have Tony living here? I mean I know he's not moving out right away, but he will, before me. And the guys won't be here all the time. 

After football season is over, I'm going to be really sad. I will miss getting big sweaty hugs from all of them on Friday nights. It won't be the same without them. They're the best seniors we've had in awhile, They don't just get shit faced every weekend. They camp in a field, just being stupid.

Cause, the fact is, after we all have graduation parties, it will never be the same. It'll just be Skype dates and reunions. Because we'll all be going in different directions.

I used to think that I wouldn't be that sad when I graduated. I used to not be very close with anyone in my class. In 8th grade that changed. I have four of the best friends anyone could ask for in my class. And I'm going to be sooo sad when we all have to leave each other.

Then again, college will be exciting and fun, just scary at first. 

But Taylor Swift definitely hit the nail on the head.

Sorry that this was so long!

- Kimberlee.

Weekend recap. :)

So, this weekend started out pretttyy great, with a greatt win over Cascade in overtime, and I've gotta say, when the boys got pumped up, and so did our crowd, it was one of those, that's why i love this moments. :) It made me so happy to see the idiots that talk so much crap about our boys, be like, oh hey! They actually have talent, and work their butts off. This is best I've seen our team since my brother has been playing, and I love it. :) We have a really good shot to go to at least the third round of the play offs, which will be a school record if we do. Our school has never gotten past the second round before, and I'd love to see them do it. 

So, boys, we're behind you all the way, and you can do it!! I'm so proud to be a Rocket. :)

Saturday was really fun, too. We totally did the thriller terribly and fist pumped in the strobe light. :) I'll have pictures to post whenever Kaitlin's mom gets them on facebook.My camera was dead. :(  I was a pirate, Kaitlin was Taylor Swift, and Dani was a black cat, we were all cute. :) 

Today, I didn't really do much. But I did watch Ricky build the shed, and enjoyed the weather. My Pawpaw came over, and he's so cute. :) He checked Ricky's work and he was like 'it looks good.' haha. I don't know why, but today when he came over, I just realized that I have a really great family even though they drive me so crazy sometimes. I'm really blessed to have them. :) 

I hope my mom gets us some pumpkins to carve this week! It's one of the best parts of Halloween. :)

What's your favorite part of Halloween?

Don't frown, because someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile. :)

- Kimberlee. 

Physical NO Education.

So, I have PE 1 this semester, and IT IS THE MOST STUPID THING EVER! What am I going to learn from being forced to change clothes, stretch, and play a game every day? NOTHING.
We have the biggest idiots in my class, too. Including a rampaging pig(that's what me and Sara named a certain someone.)
Today, we played 'football.' He split us into teams, but, okay, in football, everyone has a specific position, right? He didn't give us any, so no one had any idea what to freaking do. We just standing there, like WTF? But then he gets mad cause we are all talking and not trying. How are we supposed to try, when you don't tell us what to do? It'd be fun if he just let us walk everyday like PE used to be. Cause then we could talk and hang out. That's the beauty of our school, we have play classes. It's just so annoying..
That's my rant for the day. :)

I'm really excited for the game tomorrow, and the pep rally.
This whole weekend will be good. :)
Are, the Champions, gonna, win, say HELLLLLL NO! That's my favorite cheer :)
- Kimberlee.

When did things get so complicated?

Have you ever sat down and thought, when did I stop thinking like a little kid, and when did I start growing up? 
Well, I did, today. And I couldn't tell you when I did. 
I hate that some people think that growing up makes you lose that little kid you used to be, but so far, I still act like a little kid when it comes to being silly, but I have a lot of fun. 
"The world's just a big play ground, when you're a kid, you know that, but somewhere along the way, everyone forgets." - Yes Man. i love that quote!! 
Anyways, I miss the biggest problem in my life being where my barbie doll's clothes are. When I only 'loved' one boy, and I knew he 'loved' me back. When my parents were happy, and my brother was my best friend. Both my grandparents were well, and I didn't have to even fathom when I wouldn't have them anymore. 
When I could've cared less who stared at my leg. When my world consisted of my family, and dog.
When I bottle fed a baby calf, and it was the coolest thing in the entire world.
When Chapel Hill was the best place on Earth. 
When, if I was scared, I could crawl in my mom's bed, and everything was better.
I just miss the simplicity of childhood. I'm glad I'm growing up, and that I can think for myself, and trust my own judgement and everything. But, I'd just like to rewind sometimes.
I know, I know. I just have to put on my big girl panties and deal with whatever life deals out, right? Like everyone else. 
But, I'll be so glad when relationships become easy again, cause that'll be fantastic. 


This post was inspired by Brandi, keep your head up, broseph, it'll get better. :)
Happy thoughts to a trip down memory lane tonight. :)
- Kimberlee.

Random post. :)

So, this is just gonna be a bunch of random crap:fair warning. lol
First off, I freaking love my mom, she was being hilarious tonight. We watched the Blackman game on TV and they lost :( I was sad for them, my friend Graham's brother played really good.

Second, tomorrow is senior night, and I'm gonna cryyy. For the last 6 years I have been to nearly every single one of my brother's games, and it's going to be so weird when this season is over. I love all the senior boys this year so much, I'm gonna be so sad after they graduate. I'll probably make a whole post about it closer to the end of the year. :( lol

Third, I'm such a nerd and weirdo, that I'm so excited to get my own house/apartment that I already have like plans for decorating them. lol Am i the only one that does this?
Welll thanks for reading!
- Kimberlee.

A real boyfriend..

So, a real boyfriend is trending on twitter, so i thought i'd blog about it while i can't sleep.
A real boyfriend, will think you're gorgeous with your hair a mess and not an once of make-up on.
Love the obnoxious way you laugh.
Hold you while you cry.
Think you're silly stories and randomness are adorable.
Never dream of asking you to do something you're not comfortable with.
Take care of you when you're sick.
Bring you chocolate on your period.
Remember the most random things you tell him.
Sing terribly with you.
Love your insane family.
Never be afraid to tell you he loves you.
Anddd that's all I have right now.
-Kimberlee

Love for Pandora, and sad news.

So, i recently started using Pandora(i know, it took me forever.) And i lovee when old songs come on that I haven't heard in forever! It's like a throwback. :) Which has cheered me up tonight.

I found out my Pawpaw has cancer, but luckily, it's in the first stages. So, hopefully they can cure it before it gets worse.
I'd really appreciate it if you guys kept my family in your prayers.
I'm having a bff date with Brittney tomorrow, so that'll be fun!
Thanks for reading.
- Kimberlee

Fall break is here. :)

So, my fall break started Friday, and we absolutely murdered MTCS 49-7. My brother got his first touchdown in a game, and the first touchdown of THE game. :) It was an around 35-40 yard pass, and it was BEAUTIFUL. I almost peed my pants. lol The rest of the game was pretty boring because we were beating them so badly. Brittney rode with us and we had some pretty good laughs on the way home, including straight creeping on the cutie at DQ. haha :)

Saturday I had to work, and then we went to Granny Green's, and had way to much bs and family drama. None of it had to do with me directly though, it was just the idiots in our family being, well, idiots, as always.

Yesterday we watched Fast Five! It was awesome, as I've already said. :)

Today, my mom took off and we chilled, and I took some good pictures outside! :) Here they are. :)

No, it's not a creeper on my porch, it's a little man that we have hanging as a halloween, decoration. :)

half dead flower.

completely dead flower. 

little miss jumped up on the tire swing, haha. :) 

she's so cute!

it's the norm for a mini horse to be in my yard haha. 

daisies. :)

an old thing that people used to sharpen their knives and axes. :)

basketball hoop. :)

I only have one goal for tomorrow, to clean my room, and I will do it. :)

Hope you liked the pictures! :)

- Kimberlee.

Movie review:Fast Five.

For those of you that know me, you know that my favorite movie series is The Fast and The Furious movies. I love them with a passion, because they're all really great movies.
Fast Five is by far my favorite, though! I just got done watching it and it was amazingly epic! They had more fight scenes and violence, and more variety of cars. And more depth in the characters :)
It was definitely not a movie for non action or car people. If you like that kind of movie though, you'll love it. :) Also, girls, there's a ton of hotties and muscles in it :) And guys there's plenty of butts and boobs for y'all too. haha
So, yeah, I give it 4 stars! :)
- Kimberlee. :)

Vacation from life, anyone?

The last couple days have been pretty stressful. There's a lot of family bs going on, on top of that my Pawpaw is having a medical worry.
Here's the thing, I have a really big family, and we all live within a 2 mile radius. Most of the time it's a really good thing, because we're always here for each other. It also causes a lot of stress, too.
Don't get me wrong, my family is amazing and I'm so blessed to have them. They're just crazy, like all other families.
I just "wish I was knee deep in the water somewhere with the blue sky, wind blowin' through my hair." - Zac Brown Band. Definitely my lyric of the day.
- Kimberlee.

Inspiration. :)

Today, I went to go see Dolphin Tale. Which is now my favorite movie, well one of my favorites. :)
It's so inspiring! I cried like, four times, at least. There's so many amputees in the whole movie. :) The fact that a dolphin and a dog can have prosthetic limbs now, is amazing.
When I was a baby (I don't remember, obviously, but my mom has told me.) I had this awful thing I hated that didn't really bend or anything. Since we went to the Middle East and so many soldiers have gotten there limbs amputated there's been a hugee change. And it's so much better.
After the movie, I saw this man with a prosthetic leg, and my step sister asked him how he lost it. So, we got to talking to him, and he works for the Challenged Athletes Foundation, which is awesome, and he gave me a lot of helpful advice, he lost his leg 10 years ago to a car accident.
So, I am now getting zippers put in my skinny jeans so I can take my leg off easier. :) Talking to that guy pretty much finalized what I'm going to do with my life, because I want to be a part of something that amazing and awesome. :)
Also, I'm not going to be self conscious about my leg anymore. :)
I wish I could've asked him about college, though. Because that major is really hard to find and not many schools have that program at all.
I'm gonna wrap this up cause I have Beta Club at 6:45 in the morning!
Thanks for reading!
- Kimberlee. :)

Iiimagginationnn (spongebob reference)

Tonight me, my mom, step sister and step dad, were talking about Flat Stanley. This thing that little kids are doing, it's sending a paper doll of themselves around places and taking a picture of it and they get to learn about the places that their flat stanley went.
My step sister just couldn't understand it, at all. I totally understand it, I think it's pretty cute and cool, actually.
For that matter, I just don't understand people that don't have an imagination whatsoever. "Well that's just strange." The best things in my life are strange! I have so much more fun being stupid and weird and myself, than I do when I'm being "normal". I've been so much happier the last few years because I'm figuring out who I am, and I'm completely okay and comfortable being a weirdo.
And today, I finally figured out a name for my ghetto alter ego that comes out quite often(Sara, you know exactly what I'm talking about.) It's Iesha! That was the yellow power ranger and something my brother also wanted to name me.
If you didn't know, I'm named after the pink power ranger. :) haha. My brother was two when I was born and he was obsessed with the power rangers. lol
Yeah, you wish you were named after a power ranger!
Happy thoughts to your imagination!
- Kimberlee. :)

Smile, because nothing stays bad forever.

So, today and yesterday me and my mom have gotten into fights, mostly because I was being unreasonable and just complaining. I totally understand why she got mad at me. So, now things are better :)
The main reason I wanted to post this is because my friend Sara has put two original songs on youtube, and I lovee them. :) She's seriously one of my favorite people in this world and I love her to death! And she's so talented! :) So here's her videos, cause they just made my day yesterday and today. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FCDfgpqbW4&feature=channel_video_title

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fR7WltXsJds&feature=relmfu
Happy sunday. :)
- Kimberlee.

Productive and good day, nonetheless :)

In spite of not going to work, I had a pretty good day. I cleaned the bathroom and helped my mom decorate for halloween :) 

Which, by the way. Who else is ready for halloween?!?! Cause this girl DEFINITELY is! I think i'm getting my costume tomorrow. :) I'm gonna be a ninja turtle. :) I'm actually excited for my winter/fall clothes, too. Summer is by far my favorite, cause sunshine just makes me happier. But I do love fall and winter in their own ways, too. :) 

Like I love the cozy feeling that your warm house brings when it's cold, ya know? And HOT CHOCOLATE with little marshmellows. :) 

I really love the smell of fall and winter, too. As far as the cold goes though, I hate it with a passion. Unless it was the first snow. I always love the first snow, but after that, I'm done. I want it to go away and summer to come back after new years. lol 

I'm just going to make a whole post about Christmas and Thanksgiving when they get closer. :) 

Also, i found awesome new music today! Rachel Platten! I love her. :) Her songs are on my playlist, you should check her out :)

It is so cold in my house right now!

Happiness to your freezing little toes tonight!  

- Kimberlee. :) 

Just not my day, already.

Last night, we lost. Because the refs took a touchdown away for NO reason. So, I was already in a bad mood. And my dad said something stupid, to which my mom said something to him, which she should've. So, my dad just got more pissed and acted even more stupid. That embarrassed me at the game cause I had friends around.
  Then, when I got home I started freaking out about work, because I suck at making change and it makes me feel stupid.. And I asked my mom if I could text my cousin to not go, cause I knew how tired I'll be today, which makes my change making skills even worse. And we got in a big fight that ended in me having a breakdown about everything. At the end of the night though everything was okay and I was planning on going to work, I set my alarm for 5, cause my cousin was going to be here at 5:45. Well, I guess my alarm went off and I turned it off or something, because when my cousin texted me at 5:45 saying he was here, it woke me up and I realized that I hadn't woken up, so I told my cousin to go ahead and go because I hadn't had a shower or anything.
So, now I have to clean the bathroom. And hopefully my mom will let me go with them tonight if they go somewhere cause I really don't want to spend a saturday night alone..
- Kimberlee.

Positive thinking.

Something inspired me to write this post, and I'm so happy it did. :)

So, you know those people that complain about every little thing? Oh, my head hurts. Oh, I have a sore finger. Well, everyone can have it a lot worse off. I've had people tell me that I've made them realize that they take things for granted, well, I do that, too. I could be alot worse. I could not have knee, or not be able to walk at all, or not have an arm, which would be a lot harder than not having a leg, I think. 

I could have mental problems and not be able to function properly. There's so many people in this world that are a lot worse. And I'm so blessed that i'm even alive, I wasn't supposed to live through my amputation when I was ten days old, but I did. And I know there's a reason why. :)

Also, everyone in this country takes everything we have for granted, like this, right now, some people are worried about their next meal, and i have my iPod on and my computer, and my light, and my phone. So, we're really lucky, you know? 

So, the next time you start to think something negative, think about how much worse it could be, and be happy about what you have. :)

- Kimberlee. :)

Taylor Swift, you did NOT disappoint! :)

If you don't like Taylor Swift, then don't waste your time reading this. lol
Last saturday, I went to the Taylor swift concert with my cousins Mindy and Austin, and Sara! :) It was sooo fun. Taylor Swift has an awesome show, and it was completely worth the money. Her opening acts were really good, too. It was crazy how many different kinds of people were there, from two year olds, to grown men, to a really cute gay couple!
Kenny Chesney was her first guest appearance, which was pretty awesome, the Andy Grammer, and then TIM MCGRAW came out! I thought i was going to to dieee. haha The pictures and videos do it much more justice than me talking about it, so here's my youtube vids. :)

Tim Mcgraw. :)

Andy Grammer!

Kenny Chesney!

Haunted. :)

Story of us. :)

Mine. :)

Austin, Me, and Sara waiting on her to come out. lol

This was during Sparks Fly :)

Better than Revenge :)

13 on her hand!

She went on in the crowd like that. :)

I know i was late posting about it. but now i have :) lol
Happy sunday!
- Kimberlee. :)

Last Friday Night.

So, last friday night, i went to the Blackman game and hung out with Graham, who, i have alot of history and memories with. We've barely talked lately, but last friday, it was just like we'd never been apart, and we picked up right where we left off.
I believe with all of my heart, that, that's how you know who your real friends are, you can go, days, weeks, months, without really talking, and then it's the same. I'm so glad i have real friends like that. :)
Anyways, I had so much fun! They get all into the game, and I wish our school was like that! because we aren't... and it makes me sad. Cause those people that say how great high school was? That's the people that got into games, and went to functions, they were right, it's sooo much fun! I only know his brother on their team, but it was still great and fun. And everyone is really nice there. Big schools aren't all bad. :)
After the game we went to Toots, like always, and talked, and laughed and ate. :) It was great! I can't wait to do it again. :) I'm hoping their open week we'll have a home game so they can come. :)

Graham!

On a different note, i'm feeling really inspired right now and i'm about to write on one of my stories! Yaayyyy. :)
Thanks for reading. :)
- Kimberlee.

Best, weekend ever :)

It's half way through the week and I'm just now blogging about my weekend, I know.. Lol
Sorry! I barely had time to sleep this weekend, but it was awesome! Friday and Saturday are both getting their own posts.
Friday night i went to my best guy friend's football game and had sooo much fun.
Saturday was the Taylor Swift concert, and it was absolutely amazing!
Also, this week has just been strange! I promise to make a full length post tomorrow! lol

Nightmare, and This weekend!

Last night, I had a dream that my mom died. And I don't really remember anything at all about it, other than knowing my mom was dead, and me like being a zombie, not a flesh-eating zombie, a like, non responsive person, to anything or anyone, it was just a really weird, awful dream.
  It's the third dream i've had where someone really close to me dies, I'm guessing because losing people is a hugeee fear of mine.
   I had planned on making an entire post about it this morning, but now that I don't remember much of the dream, I'll tell you about my upcoming weekend! :)
Tomorrow night i'm going to the Blackman game and I'll get to hang out with Graham! :) I'm super excited. Saturday night is the MFIN' TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT!!!! And i'm soooooo pumped it's not even funny! lol So, this weekend should be good and i'll have lots of pics! :)
Sorry for the short post!
- Kimberlee.

Homecoming week pichasss. :)

I meant to do this like, Friday, but I never got around to it. lol so here's my homecoming week in picture form :)

                                             Cowboy day. :)

                                                A parrot we found looking for stuff for our stuff. :) lol

                                                  Me and Sara being us. :)

                                                      The sun was in her eyes! haha Crazy day. :)

                                                                          :)

                                                        Planking on Homecoming Day. :)

                                                     Elizabeth, she was the sophmore attendant. :)

                                                       Me and Brittney, she was the senior attendant. :)

                                                  Brittney during the parade. :)

                                               Elizabeth during the ceremony. :)

                                              Brittney during the ceremony. :)