Life goes on, no matter what.

Tonight, was the football banquet, i went with my family. I was so excited to finally be going to a football banquet. But when i got there, i didn't want to be there. I didn't want to see my brother crying, reliving losing football all over again. And every time i think about it, i can't believe that technically, tony has five months left of getting to be a kid, with no consequences and not worrying about money, and worrying about what the hell he's gonna do with his life.
We've actually gotten closer these last few months, and it makes me so sad that we just now got close and he'll be leaving soon, but honestly, i think he'll live at home for awhile and commute, which is perfectly okay with me.
But, eventually, he'll move out. And i won't have anyone to vent to about how stupid our teachers are, and that lunch sucked today because of this.
I just can't believe that they're growing up, which means, I am too. It seems like yesterday, me and Kaitlin were in seventh grade, talking about how crazy and sad it would be when Tony and Brittney were seniors and we'd be  sophmores! We thought that was so insane. And now, i'm here typing this, A month and six days from turning 16. Don't get me wrong, i can't wait to get my license and drive and everything, but i think it's crazy that i am. It doesn't seem like i should be 16 already. I feel like the older i get, the faster time goes by. And that makes me so sad. I want to live in this moment, this, i'm almost sixteen, my brother's still here, moment. God.. . now i'm crying. lol
Speaking of crying Coach Stacey resigned from being head coach tonight, and he broke down crying, one of his first years coaching, Chad Franklin died on our field. When you walk in our school, his jersey is framed there. My Pawpaw gave him mouth to mouth while the ambulance was on it's way.
Coach Stacey thanked my pawpaw tonight, and, i about cried. In case you didn't know, my pawpaw has cancer, although he's doing okay with the treatments, he's only gotten sick like twice. Which is really good, i think he's going to beat this.
So, i'm gonna leave with this tonight, be cliche and do everything you can that's high school, because we won't get it back in two and half years, we'll be wishing we did all those things that we sat at home instead of doing.
Hearts and memory lane.
- Kimberlee.