Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Family, the good, the bad, the ugly.

I should really be in bed right now, it's 10:30 and i need to look nice tomorrow.
But, i know even if i was trying to sleep right now, i wouldn't be, i'd be tossing and turning about this.
My family, is being broken up into pieces right now. And, i know my family is weird, and not like any other families. I love my family so much, they're amazing, and they're always here. They're just crazy, but i know that even if they don't agree with what i'm doing with my life, or whatever, they'll still support me no matter what.We're close, and sometimes being close is really really hard. Like, right now, one of my uncles has gone crazy because his doctor has him on the wrong nerve medication. And he's taken his sons away from their only grandmother.
It's tearing her up, her husband is going through throat cancer treatments. We could lose him, and that's another thing that terrifies me. But, the doctors haven't said anything about him dying. So that's a good thing, but if we do lose him, it'll be like when my great grandparents died all over again. My Pawpaw is seriously the strongest man I know. He's the only man, besides my step dad, and brother, that has never let me down.
And if we lost him, I just don't know what would happen. My brother would have a nervous breakdown, so would my little cousin Wesley, and most of all, My Memay. I have no clue what she'd do without him.
Anyways, though. Back to what i started this about. My uncle, is just being so mean. And, he's said so many lies about my memay, and my mom, that i really don't care to talk to him again. I've never been close with him in the first place.
My other uncle has always been my favorite.
I just wish he'd stop hurting the people i love and care about, because it's tearing me up, because of that.
Prayers would be greatly appreciated for my family right now!

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