Ruts

Lately, I've been in a rut, where I just go to school, sit at home, or do stuff with family.
And tonight, I've been so bored, that I've basically just sat on the computer or watched TV because I couldn't focus enough to read.
I need a social life. I can't wait to drive, it will make that so much easier.
On the upside, Kaitlin's birthday party will be really fun two weeks from now, and my friends and I are supposed to be having a Christmas party at some point, or at least we've talked about having one.
And i'm going to the football banquet next weekend, I wish I had a date, I wish I wasn't going to be sitting with my dad. I wish I could sit with my brother, my best friend, and them, but my brother wouldn't like that, and honestly I think I'd feel even more like a loser just tagging along with them.
If i had been a manager it wouldn't be so bad, because then I would've been invited anyway. But whatever, I'm going to be there for my brother, date or not.
I don't know why I feel so blahh about everything tonight, it's really annoying and I hate feeling like this. I'm in desperate need of BFF day.
I also only have two more people to buy gifts for and I'll be done Christmas shopping. :)
Hearts and lack of social lives.
- Kimberlee.